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So, another year has passed. Some things improved, others did not. I will make no excuses for what did not get accomplished. I know what must be done.

Okay, since I totally can’t sleep because my brain is too active, I might as well do something nominally useful rather than just lay here.

Given my current situation in life, which is basically that of someone in the middle of a transition, I suspect that I will have a lot more of these sleepless nights. I really haven’t had such nights in a while. The ones where I feel as though I’m awake the entire night and am at most taking short naps before lapsing back into consciousness and active thought again. I suppose that it was about time that this sort of thing started happening again.

A faint glimmer of hope springs forth from my mind that maybe I am starting to get in tune with my old self again. Somehow though, I doubt I can ever truely be what I used to be. No, the path that lies ahead will have to be forged anew and will end up being a sum of new experiences; not something that used to be.

I must find the will to do what must be done. For too long have I sat back and observed. The window for action draws short. Why can’t I let go?